Saturday, September 16, 2006
HELLO

i've been a very stressed child recently. thus the mood swings ): i don't like it one bit. ugh i'm being very sensitive and "fragile" now. like the smallest things make me cry feel like crying and i've broken down a few times this week. nothing to be proud of but we stumble sometimes. so sorry to anyone if i have affected you in anyway (:
and i'm being in a very whiny mood this week :/ and it's even annoying me. hahaha

good things that happened this week are, i've been sleeping at much more earthly hours like 11. and waking up at earthly hours of the morning. okay maybe it was just today cause its not like i have a choice to wake up in the afternoon on weekdays. so in turn i'm not as sleepy during class (: and i realised i'm being a little more optimistic about things (: yay

okay it's 11 53 and oddly i'm feeling sleepy. getting used to the sleep early, healthy lifestyle. not that i'm particularly healthy missing out on exercise and loading in on the junk/ fast food cause my maid doesn't cook anymore. she gave up a long time ago when i told her not to cook me lunch and never came home for dinner.

okay plenty of rest. i finally made it to church for service. though i wished i didn't go. but i guess it's up to us on how we perceive things cause it affects how it actually turns out? hm. nevermind all's good if you want it to be

goodnight people (:
ps. im lazy to post my brothers POP pictures so yeah next time or never (: ahaha!